I find it really hard to accept that some things in life will never go back to the way it used to be and all i can do is think about it all the time wishing i could reminisce it. When i close my eyes i think about all the good times we had but its all in the past and i can never get it back. I loved those days and i miss them so much. Esp my friends, my family thou. It hurts to know that those memories will always stay in my head no matter what i do but i know its impossible to go back. After a while you just cant cry anymore. 

You just have to believe that what happens is whats supposed to happen and you cant change that even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a finer day. Fucking finest day. Dear God, if time machine only exist.